Heh, hi.

So I know that I have no blogged in...a very long time.

But I have a legitimate excuse: GCSE's.

At least it would be legitimate if I was actually revising for them...which I'm not. The only reason I'm writing this now is because I don't want to revise chemistry and have run out of things to do. Plus I have to actually teach myself the whole of the chemistry topic because I have the rubbish-est teacher in the whole world and she hate's us so doesn't want to help us learn.

So far I've had 6 exams and I have 2 more this week (unlike the clever people who DIDN'T take triple science who now don't have exams till after half term. Bitches.) but like I said I need to revise chemistry, my exam is tomorrow and I know nothing, woo. My physics is on Friday and I'm moderately confident about it. i had my biology last Thursday and it was ridiculously easy, I've honestly never been so happy during an exam! I just need half term to be here and then I can go shopping in London with all my birthday money and then just focusing on History and Maths revision.

So life of Lauren...You'd think that not blogging in so long would give me something to blog about? Yeah not really.

Well I turned 16? That was pretty cool. I can have sex legally and everything now which is good because I was a bit worried I was breaking the law and stuff.

I officially finished school which was also y'know...fun. Although I did cry but only because of one person. I don't know if I've ever mentioned Lydia on here, but if I haven't, I have a very close friend called Lydia and she keeps me sane in Physics. She's really the only one of my close friends who is leaving Newman and she wrote me this 4 page goodbye letter filled with memories and all the other soppy stuff. I read it quickly at school and had tears in my eyes and everything, but then I got home and properly cried my eyes out, I'd written her a letter as well and whilst writing it I was crying and there were tear stains on the letter and everything. But yeah, there you go, a little paragraph about how much of an emotional wreck I am :L

Right well I really can't but this chemistry off for much longer (unfortunately) so I will be going.

I promise not to leave as much time in between blogging next time.

Bye.

Let's pretend...

...that I'm still in the good mood I was in this morning yeah?

As a tribute to BEDA I decided to do the last day even though I've missed about 8 days all together? Maybe more. Probably more.

Yesterday was a good day, a very good day. I guess it should be because of the whole Royal Wedding which was very pretty and everything (I would love to own that dress) but it wasn't due to that.

Basically it was good because Ellie and I decided to become part of Phoebe's street for one night only and travelled to shoreham to go to her street party. It was a bit awkward at first because it was kind of like; "heh, you don't know us, but we're gonna stay here anyway." But after we had done a Kate and William themed quiz and decorated some cup cakes very patriotically, I felt like we were welcomed.

So yeah, basically I just had a really fun time and we got to do skipping which I haven't done in about forever. And there also may have been some consuming of alcohol which to be honest didn't really do much. Sure I was a whole lot more giggly and a lot more accident prone and there were times when I said things that didn't make sense, but I wasn't totally drunk or anything. It's kind of impossible considering we only had about for cans between 3 of us and just kept passing it around. I honestly felt like such a rebel when drinking though, I was worried that phoebe's parents were gonna think that I was a delinquent but when I got there phoebe's mom asked me what I wanted to drink and I said coke and she just looked at me and went "Are you sure you don't want something stronger? Some alcohol or something?" I love Phoebe's mom, I think she was quite tipsy to be honest.

What else happened?

Hm.

Well I got really paranoid and was worried that when I got home my parents would be able to smell the alcohol on me. They didn't. Probably because I smelt of smoke (bonfire smoke), I can still smell the smoke now actually, I haven't had a shower yet so my hair smells and I can smell it faintly on my skin.

So yeah. I think I had such a good time yesterday basically because it was just pure, childish fun. There wasn't really any serious talk, we skipped and then there was a storm and a torrential downpour of rain but we didn't care, we just took our shoes off and skipped some more and then just stood round the bonfire, giggling and sipping beer. It was just a really nice evening and although I didn't get back till twelve, didn't go to sleep till one and got woken up at eight, I didn't care. I was still happy :)

Just eugh.

In case you can't tell. I've given up on BEDA.

Thursday.

Had another shitty day really, my cold has intensified and I cannot breathe through my nose, I didn't do anything all day and that includes revision so I will fail all my exams and end up working in McDonalds.

I think I'll take some more painkillers before bed again tonight, they helped me get to sleep a bit better. I'm not condoning drug use here btw.

I'm hot, temperature wise.

Okay I'm going to go because my nose is annoying me and I just can't think at all at the moment.

My head is so screwed up.

Bye.

So yeah.

Another day, another crap blog.

Don't you just love it when you have a really good day and then you come home and it just all get's ruined. And it wasn't even really my family.

Just popped some pills. I should probably disclose that these pills are completely legal and are just painkillers. My mom said that 1 would get rid of the pain, but two would make me, in her words; high as a kite. Now I misunderstood and was like; oh they'll make me happier. But when 20 minutes later I told her I wasn't feeling any happier she told me that it wouldn't affect me like that, more like I will feel like I'm floating at some point and will basically knock me out.

I'm kind of grateful I guess, I haven't been sleeping properly anyway so hopefully this means I'll sleep throughout the whole night. Woo.

This might not make any sense, because I do kind of feel a bit out of it. but I don't care.

On that note, I'm glad my crappy evening is coming to an end, too bad I have to resort to pills, but still.

Night. x

I faaaail.

I didn't blog yesterday. Oh well, I knew I'd fail, I was at Ellie's house and just completely forgot. Sorry.

Buttt, tv is on, and tv is more important than this crappy blog :L therefore imma go.

Plus I have to prepare for Scream 4 tomorrow, gonna die.

Nightnight. X

You can shoot me if you want.

Because I am rubbish at blogging :L will I ever learn?

So rubbish kinda day today, mostly because I was bored.

Anyways, imma go watch Lee Evans. Goodnight. X