Brit Awards

God, the Brit Awards is crap.
Honestly compared to all the american award shows, it is rubbish.
Plus they have really bad acts.

Hmm, I'm really bored. I was gonna do a blog post on Valentines Day, I started it and everything, but then just couldn't be bothered, especially seeing as at the beginning of the day I was in such a foul mood. But I got over it when I went and saw Valentines Day with Melanie, Kate & Sophie.

It was such a good film! I really enjoyed it, especially as I've been waiting for it for months! And it is sad to say, but the whole time I was sitting there waiting for the clips with Taylor Swift & Taylor Lautner. Sad I know, they were so cute together, kinda sad that they've broken up :/

But yeah, then we all went round sophies for a sleepover. It was very fun. We had a nice candle lit dinner :) then watched movies and such, played about a gazillion games of UNO (which I am a pro at) then the next day we went to Bath and saw Charlie :O I know, awesome right? I'll show a picture;



So yeah, I really am not in the mood to blog today but I need to do something to distract myself from the monstrocity that is the Brits and it also means I don't have to talk to my mother.

Well Buh-Bye.

Nyahh, sorry for the crappy post but I'm in a crappy mood :/

School.

At the moment I am in the joyous place called school.
Meh, tis okay, only got one more lesson left then I is finished!! :)
Just finished laughing hysterically over melanie's blog post, so freakin' funny.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

“What’s wrong, Pete?”

“I’m trying to do my biology paper, leave me alone so I can do my biology paper.”

“Talk to me about it.”

“It’s due in an hour and I still have 40 pages left! Please leave me alone!”

“I know you want to talk to someone about it.”

“NO!!”

“Let it all out.”

“YAAAAAAARRRGARRRRYARGLEBARGLEGUHGUHBLARGSPLAT”

Love it :)

Meh, used alot of smiley faces in this, and used "meh" twice.

Gonna go know, break time in 6 minutes.
Wow, this was extremely boring.

Buh-bye.

Nerrd.

So I so did not just spend the past hour copying and pasting Harry Potter quotes and excerpts into a word document.

And I didn't just put it on a USB stick to print out later.

And I really didn't start bawling my eyes out at some of the quotes from Deathly Hallows.

...

Obviously didn't do ANY of those things.

Lauren x

Random.

Just a random little post.

My mom (yes I like to pretend that I'm American) just had a random spurt of anger and decided to have a go at me for not eating a wider variety of vegetables...anyone else's mom's do that?? Or is it just the weirdness that I was born into?

Buh-bye.

Currently watching; The five awesome girls' video's from 2008 :)

Depressive times.

So, I have started like 3 different blog posts in the past week (ish) and each one has just failed miserably and just drabbled on, then I would make myself a promise to myself that I would come back later and finish it. But alas, I is lazy and they sucked so I gave up. Sowry

So life, meh.

I actually had a social life last weekend. Went out for a grown-up meal on Friday night for Olivia's birthday partay (yes I say partay(do you know that every time I write "partay" I have to erase it and write it again cos I get the letters mixed up?)) So yeah, that was rather fun, saw a "fit" waiter. The "fit" is in "" because personally I didn't think he was that good looking but according to Sophie and Leah he was. But then again I will NEVER trust Leah's judgement on guys.

Hmm...

Then on Saturday, we threw Mel a surprise partay. It actually went as planned (unlike the nightmare that had stalked my sub-conscience the night before) and she was vair vair surprised, which was pleasing also. So we ate, played camp rock scene it (yus, we are cool) ate some more, played uno for about an hour, made a bar chart like charlieissocoollike's but out of m&m's rather than wine gums.

Wow those were rather lengthy paragraphs, usually I just do lots of sentences with paragraph spaces (what are they called? Do they have a name?)

So the past few days have actually been horrible. Just feel...meh. Just really down and I don't really know why :/ Just felt like cutting myself away from everyone. And I kinda did which I feel extremely guilty about. I thought I could kinda just sit there and no-one would notice. But they did and I had the constant questions all day.

"You okay?"

"Are you sure?"

"What's wrong?"

"Why are you so quiet?"

And every time I just answered; "no" or "I'm fine"

I know they didn't believe me, but meh.

ARG! WHY ISN'T YOUTUBE WORKING!!....s'ok, fixed it.

So I'm listening to beautiful by Bethany Dillon over and over. It's a really beautiful song (no duh, it's called beautiful, stupid.)

Man, that voice in my head just likes to piss me off. That's what the brackets usually are, me contradicting myself.

But anyway, yeah it's really pretty. But the video I'm listening to it on has pictures of people slitting their wrists, uber skinny people looking a mirror and seeing themselves fat and people crying :/ Think It's kinda of a depressing song, but I love it.

Hmm, now listening to Just a Dream by Carrie Underwood. This song makes me want to cry all the time. It's about a girl who was gonna marry this guy but then he went to war and died and now she's at his funeral rather than their wedding :'( I really have a knack of listening to really upsetting songs when I'm in my own little depressive state.

Speaking of songs that make me cry. The Best Day by Taylor Swift always has me holding back tears. Not 'cos it's sad because it is so beautiful :)

Hum... eugh. Have to go to the doctors on Friday :( I have to have a blood test, so that's gonna be a nice way to start my weekend, with a needle being shoved into my arm.

Hmm, I feel like I'm rambling again, gonna let you guys escape from my little bubble. Gonna go watch charlieissocoollike to cheer myself up. It'll work for a little bit.

Buh-bye :*
oxox

p.s. nyahh, I should really read this over and see if it's boring or whatever, butt...I reeally can't be bothered. So I apologize in advance.