siigh.

I just finished crying, so I though "I know! I'll blog". Listening to Brand New Day from the Camp Rock 2 soundtrack and it's hard to be sad whilst it's on. I mean I'm trying my hardest and everything, but my sadness is only lukewarm. Ah it's finished.

So why was I crying you ask? Because I'm a freaking idiot that's why. I managed to leave my USB stick in the computer I was working on. Now normally it would be like "Oh that's not to bad,I'll just go and buy another one or go check before school." Howeverr, that USB stick happens to have two very important half-finished english essays, and all the ICT work that I needed to finish to complete my extra unit. I'm so angry at myself.

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So I wrote that last night, and whilst I'm feeling slightly better, I still feel very stressed. I'm currently in the the process of tidying my room, which is probably not the best way to relieve stress as I have EVERYTHING on the floor. But I feel that as I'm going to be spending a lot of time on in here over this holiday, that it needs to be tidy. Tidy room, tidy mind and all that rubbish.

Listening to Taylor Swifts new album, and even if Mel and Sophie think that all her songs sound the same or whatever, I don't care because I love this album already and I've listened through it once.

God I hate science. What on earth possessed me to take triple science?

But at least it's half term, even if it didn't start off in the best way, I'm glad to finally be able to sleep, and I also can't wait until the end of the week when I have Kate's party and Halloween happening.

Well I have nothing else to say because I'm boring.

Bye. x

Goddamm, I can't upload any images for two hours due to maintenance!

Because, I'm always putting pictures on this blog...always.

So, because I'm the champion in the whole entire world at procrastinating, I am writing this blog (woo!) because I've exhausted all my other options on the Internet. So that chemistry homework over there due tomorrow...yeah you're not getting done! And that biology homework that's going to take me ages...yeah I'm not going to start you yet.

So, what's been going on in your lives? Hm? I know they can't be as interesting as miine! I mean I've been doing soo much. It's actually getting quite ridiculous! I think my social life needs to slow down a bit because it's so AMAZINGLY JAM PACKED AT THE MOMENT!...
...You caught me. I'm lying. On Sunday I stayed in my room the whole day crying on and off (don't even bother asking why, I'm a stupid person) and then when I did eventually come down due to dire circumstances (dinner) I sat there glaring at what ever inanimate object was in my line of vision. I was a right bitch. I'm surprised my family haven't disowned me?

God my eyes are drooping whilst I'm writing this. I'm so tired it's unbelievable! I haven't been sleeping well at all for the past 2-3 days (related to the crying somehow? I dunno.) I've not been able to get to sleep until about 2am-3am and even then it's not a deep sleep (which I would really appreciate right now) it just feels like I haven't slept at all when I wake up, it feels as though I'm just always on the brink of unconsciousness but I never quite make it there. It's killing me, and as a result of this, I have really attractive dark circles under my eyes. Go me!

School's still rubbish, I hate science and I'm going to FAIL my exams that are in just TWO WEEKS! I have so much homework that I don't have the will power to do and everything is just- ah!

On a MUCH MUCH MUCH brighter note! DEATHLY HALLOWS IN ONE MONTH! YESS! THIS TIME NEXT MONTH I''LL PROBABLY BE SITTING IN A THEATRE CRYING MY EYES OUT!

Bye. x

Day Well Spent?

Yes I think so, I've spent at least and hour and a half, trawling through this beautiful site saving pictures into a newly created Harry Potter file on my desktop. Ah life.

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So I wrote that on Sunday. I seem to be doing that a lot at the moment. Opening up blank pages to write a blog...and then I write one paragraph and just stop. It's stupid because I usually have stuff to say, I go round day to day writing my blog in my head. But when I get home it sounds stupid or I can't remember. *Sigh* The trials of my life.

I need help. I'm not even kidding. I'm way to over-emotional. This song makes me cry every time. Yet I love the song and the singing is so beautiful, so I've just been sitting here crying. I'm such a wuss.

It hit me the other day how much I'm going to cry at Deathly Hallows. I'll be an inconsolable mess! I re-read the Deathly Hallows the other day and I cried in all the same bits AND MORE! I don't remember crying at the death of Moody last time (tbh I probably did I just don't remember.) but this time I cried and I was really shocked. I also cried more at Dobby's death and Remus & Tonks' death than I did last time. Then when Harry visits James & Lilly's graves. Oh. My. Gosh. I just sit there bawling my eyes out; when he's talking about how they are probably just decaying under the ground and how he wishes he was with them. I was a blubbering, unattractive mess!

So there was a lovely paragraph about how much of a cry-baby I am. Woo.

So school still sucks and the reality of how much science I need to learn for my exams in three weeks has hit me hard. I suck at science. Chemistry is my best one (HOW!? I HAVE MRS.COYLE! SHE'S CRAP!) then probably physics (EVEN THOUGH I'M SHITE) and then Biology, which is sad because Biology is my favorite one. But still, I have a feeling that this half term will be spent indoors revising the hell out of my textbooks.

I'm going to go and have a showah then curl my hair. Yess!

Bye x

P.s. WOWZA (Yes I just said wowza, what of it?) I used two links in this post :O

Procrastination.

I hate Physics and I want it to die a very painful death in a hole. French can also go in that hole. And Chemistry. And- Basically every subject that I have apart from History(duh), ICT and maths (which for some odd reason I'm actually enjoying and understanding.) So I hate school. I love the social aspect of it, but I'm so freaking nervous about my science exams, and then all the other exams I will have after. Seriously who cares if Jamie ran up some stairs? If you want to know how much work he did then FREAKING WORK IT OUT FOR YOURSELF YOU LAZY ARSE! Hmph.

I'm trying to think about other things to blog about. I did this post mainly because I don't want to do my Physics homework, but now that I'm here I feel like I should write about something worthwhile and important. Psh, yeah 'cos I always do that!

Have you noticed that I always capitalize the first letter of all my lessons? Don't know why I do that, but it looks weird if I don't.

I got me some boots and I luuuurve them (:

I found my calculator yay...

I'm going to go have a showah! Because I like to be CLEEEEAN!

Goodbye.