CAMP

OMG! Today I was at camp -- again, and it was soooooooooooo fun!! Seriously, I didn't even miss Mel. Oh wait, that's a lie. I totes did. I like, cried for a second because I miss her buckets. How oh how could I leave her to watch that bizarre Piaf film by herself?

FORGIV ME LAWD FO I HAV SINND

Brand new Criminal Minds AND I AM MISSING IT ARENT I BAD.

I think Reed loves Mel more, because she is more loyal to him and watches his how and stuff when I'm at camp.

I'M DERPESSSSSSD

Lozzahs (decided to shake things up a bit and chagne my name slightle)

I'M ON CAMP!

So yeah, I'm on camp cos' I can never write 'cos and so I go on camp and leave my best friend to watch some weird fucked up film about Edith Piaf in French by. Her. Self.

So yeah... I'm really depressed and I'm gonna moan about my life cos' it sucks and cos' I can cos' I blog about these things.

I LOVE JAMES POTTER

Lozzers

Bye.

I really can't talk because I'm so dis-organised that I still have packing to do!

Ahh!

Bye.

P.s. Mel, you still have to blog.

Leah is here!

Last blog post (maybe) before I go on camp. I might do one tomorrow morning, if I have time. Which I probably wont so if not, then Melanie will be blogging for me, cos I love her and she loves me and because we have epic games of scrabble.

I'm in ICT now. I have a free lesson cos' I'm cool and have finished all my work.

I'm not allowed to write a "depressing" blog today, cos' Ciara said I wasn't allowed. I don't think I have a typically depressing life but apparently when I write I complain a lot. I complain a lot anyway. Just in life. Melanie would know, I usually just text her.

Hum, nothing to say when I'm not complaining.

Leah is awesome. She told me to say that. But it's true. Now she's vibrating, that's nice isn't it.

So excited for camp tomorrow. But I'm really sorry for leaving you for a three day weekend Mel, you should've signed up for camp. Grr.

Not complaining is really haard. And I totally was not just complaining. Nope. Not at all.

Apparently when I'm not complaining I talk in short sentences. Hm.

This is to short! Arg!

Leah wants to be heroine. Silly girl.

I have nothing to saaaaay!

I love my Dad. I texted him earlier and was like "can I borrow £10 because I need to buy a couple more things for camp" and he text me back saying "Yeah okay, I got you batteries and rice cakes earlier" and I actually got a bit choked up because I remember vaguely mentioning that I wanted some rice cakes for camp like weeks ago. I was sitting there like "awww" and he said he would lend me the £10.
Still not long enough. Damn.

MELANIE KRESS IS A WHORE :)

Sorry the keyboard was taken hostage by Leah who says that I'm gay. Whatevs, she's a slag.

I don't like blogging in school. For some reason blogger is refusing to save my draft automatically. Lets hope it lets me publish it.

I'm going to go. Maybe (?) see you tomorrow. If not. This is my last BEDA blog. Aww, it's been fun, kinda, er.

Bye.

Just another manic...er...tuesday.

Yeah, I should have used the beginning of my title yesterday.

Today was...good. Had fun etc.

But nothing really to report.

Nothing exciting anyway.

Hum. I'm such a boring person.

I'm surprised that I have actually managed to BEDA. I thought I would run out of things to say, but evidently my life is extremely exciting. So much so that I can tell you about it EVERY DAY!

That's a lie. My life is relatively boring. Not a lot happens.

A lot of short sentences today. See.

I dunnah what to say! Think I've said that in nearly every one of my posts and then waffled on about nothing.

Hum. There's a man on the front of my Pepsi again. fml.

Going on camp in two days :) Yay. That's when you'll have Melanie talking (blogging?) to you. Which kind of means she'll be talking to herself...

I swear to god Mel if you forget, there will be hell to pay!

Eating my dinner and still blogging, ooh I'm such a rebel.

It's not fair. When I read blogs like hayleyghoover's they're long, and flowing and really well worded, then I go to write my blog and it turns out like...well exactly like this.

How people put up with me I don't understand.

I'm going to go and eat my dinner at the table like a good girl, because the truth is, I'm not very good at being rebel.

Bye.

*Sigh* Monday.

Yep, it's Monday again. Just had to erase what I had written because I wrote "Munday". :D

So I don't know what to say. I never know what to say. Damn.

Had my french oral today. I was so freaked out but in the end I managed and scraped myself an A which is a relief. I'm just glad that it's over. A relief and now I can just look forward to things that I'm looking forward to... Did that make sense?

Anyway. Things I'm looking forward too;

- Camp (4 DAYS!£$"%!")
- Getting back from Camp (yeah, I'm weird.)
- It being May.
- My Birthday (May 14th :D)
- My birthday sleepover etc.
- Having money
- Sophie's birthday (I like other peoples birthdays and buying them presents :D)
- Half term.

A lot of things to look forward to, gonna be totally awesome.

So yesterday I realised that my dad has the first three seasons of Lost. So Melanie and I have decided that in the summer holidays that we're just going to watch all three seasons. We're going to make Sophie and Kate watch them also. Going to be aamazing. I can't wait to know who Henry Gale, Charlie and Claire are.

Why are my post always so short! It's annoying. I honestly have nothing else to talk about.

The tabs I have open at the moment are; Facebook, Hotmail, YouTube and Blogger.

Thought you'd like to know.

I've got shoes for camp and I'm getting everyone to draw on them with CD markers. I only took one into school today because that's all that would fit in my bag. I have a feeling that once they're all decorated I'm not going to want to take them on camp because they'll get ruined.

"Good morning Charlie this is Claire from flight 815."

Had triple science today. I was hoping that it was going to be cancelled because my Chem. teacher was still in Spain on the last lesson we had. But alas, she was in stupid England.

So I'm in a much better mood than I was in yesterday. I was stressed about my French yesterday, I actually broke down and started crying at one point because my brain just wasn't absorbing any of it. But, meh.

Okay, I'm just boring everyone now. I'm boring myself.

Bye.

P.s. Melanie you have to look at the link.

P.s.s. Don't you think it's weird how I refer to you as "Melanie" in my blog. Mel doesn't sound right. Hmm.

Wow, two in one day!

Yep, I'm blogging. Only because I'm procrastinating. I can't do my french :( Stupid language. It wont sink into my head, so I'm listening to the Ministry of Magic instead.

Hum, I really should go and revise...

meh.

Bye.

P.s. No one can complain about this post because at least it's longer than some of Melanie's!

Earlyyy

I'm blogging, because Melanie is blogging and because I'm trynig to put of revising for my french for as long as possible.

So everyone knows what happened yesterday so I can't talk about that...

The only thing I have done since blogging yesterday is have some dinner and sleep for 9 hours.

So that was good I guess.

ONLY 20 DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!

I have one nail that I have painted red. Think that looks pretty cool.

I'm still, if not more so, in love with Jason Munday. He's so cute and I've subscribed to his personal channel, just watched his new video ><

So it's raining here. For the first time EVER I kinda want it to stop because of camp on Thursday, seeing as I went out yesterday and bought four vest tops. I'll be freezing if the sun decides to die!

"He smiles when shes not looking
She daydreams when hes not there

It wont be long til they discover that
Ron and Hermione love each other"

So cute.

I don't want to write another short blog post but I have NOTHING to say. Grr.

Lets see...There's a highlighter in front of me.

Should I draw on my leg?

I don't actually need anyone to tell me too, Imma draw on my leg.

Bright yellow Hallows sign on my leg. Oh, yeah. I 'm cool.

School tomorrow, bah. French Test tomorrow that I'm going to faaail.

I've decided that I'm going to watch Lost. Melanie, so are you. Then we can understand the Oceanic Six's music.

I'll leave you with this;

"EVERYTHING THAT I DID, I DID FOR THE ISLAND!"

Bye.

Third times a charm.

This is the third time I have written this blog post. I'm literally lost for words...COMETH WORDS!

Bored, and facebook isn't working so I can't see what mel said about my status. Grr.

Do you know what I like? When I spell check my blog post and it tells me there were no mispellings found. I like that.

So today was a good day. It didn't start out well, I was up too early but my body was like "nu-uh, you're so not going to sleep again" so I got up and had nothing to do for four hours. So I watched Disney channel, I ended up watching JONAS, Phineas & Ferb and Sonny With a Chance. What a way to spend my morning.

But then I went up town, we were all half an hour early so we met up early then we went around town and I got my stuff for camp. Then we sat in the pavillion gardens for about a billion hours. Then...er... I don't really remember. But I know that at some point after we went to CyberCandy and Melanie asked if they had Bertie Botts Every Flavor Beans and the shop workers looked at her like my mom looked at me when I asked if we had any butterscotch syrup.

Sometime after all of this we went to McDonalds and I got Kate to get me a balloon and we spent quite a while covering it with Harry Potter related things. Did you know that it's a horcrux?

But I am never, EVER, throwing that balloon away, it's freaking awesome!

This has been a really boring blog post and I'm sorry but I'm so tired. I blame Kate and Mel.

Bye.

Weekend, thank god.

WeekendWeekendWeekendYAY!

I'm so tired it's ridiculous, honestly I cannot wait to go to bed tonight. It's going to be glorious!

So today I had my German exam. When I woke up this morning I was feeling physically sick and extremely nervous, I was freaking out and doing what I always do when I'm nervous, which is kind of wringing my hands together. So I went to the exam room place and had to sit in one of the most intimidating room ever! It was just a very pale room with fake plants and a fake van gough on the wall. Also in this room was an elderly man who kind of forcefully told me that I should probably revise. Then when my teacher came into the room and told me to follow her and we proceeded to a small room (which had a really distracting apple on the floor) that just had a small table. So it was just me and my teacher. Scaary.

But, it went quite well I stumbled a few times, but it was my first oral exam, so y'know.

I am in a very good mood, which is a rare thing for me, but it's true. Probably because the stress of oral exam is over (even though I have another on Monday, but lets not talk about that)

There are many more things that I want to say, but Criminal Minds is on. I'm just gonna say this.

OMG I LOVE JASON MUNDAY HE IS SEX ON LEGS GONNA MARYY HIM DON'T CARE IF HE'S GAY I LOOOVE HIM AND HE IS CUTER THAN LUKE CONARD MEL!

BYEEE!

Life...grrr.

I really should not be blogging. I should be revising for my German oral tomorrow which I'm going to fail epically.

Mel, don't worry about your D in English. I go TWO in my science tests!!

I really need to revise and I have nothing to say anyways. Apart from that I nearly got blown up today.

Bye.

Need a liiife.

Honestly, today I realised that I have more of a life on the internet than in real life.

For example; I know more about some people that I have never met on the internet, than I do about some of my friends.

It's true, and the only times a I go out and see people is usually on a saturday, where as I pretty much go on the computer every day.

I go on camp in seven days >< Mel, you should have signed up.

Ahh, just realised that I have two days in April that I'm going to have no access to a computer :O Melanie, you're going to have to blog for me, I'll change my password and give it to you.

Hum, have no clue what to saay. My days are so boring and blogging every day leaves me with nothing at all to talk about!

I love Luke Conard, he's so cute!

I'm going to go and dry my hair then go to bed. I'm far too tired to be staying up and all that jazz. So, goodnight!

Bye.

BEDA is bad for me.

It's true! I've noticed that since I've started blogging every day my blog posts are getting slightly more depressing and a little less friendly. Oops.

Nevertheless, I think that once BEDA ends I'll still blog much more frequently. It's become a part of my daily schedule.

Hum, so today. Today was good. A lot better than yesterday, I'm still internally freaking out about grades and stuff but oh well.

I'm listening to All Caps, again. I love them. Very much.

I love The Mudbloods as well. And The Remus Lupins.

Ahh, crap just broke the headphones :/ ma dad's gonna kill me.

So did you know James Potter was black? Yep.

Grr, I have nothing to talk about! I thought that once school started again I would have stuff to say! Guess I'm just a boring person.

Meh, meh, meh.

HeyHeyHeyHeyHeyHeyHeyHeyHeyHeyHeyHeyHey Hi.

Bye.

IMMAFAILATLIFE!

Tis true.

I'll write out how my life is going to go from this week;

~ Fail My German.
~ Fail My French .
~ Fail My Science (again).
~ Fail at life.
~ Become crazy lonely old lady with 36 cats.

Meh. Stupid Life. Why you so crap?

Got my science results today, I got two D's and a B. Sucks. Gonna re-take them all , which consequently means that in July I'll have to joy of having four science tests. Great.

Yeah, I'm not in the mood to right, my self-esteem is pretty much non-existant.

Bye.

Only One Day Left :(

"...I'm losing my boyfriend to World of Warcraft!..."

Well I would be if I had a boyfriend, and if the aforementioned pretend boyfriend liked World of Warcraft. I've had that song in my head all night.

So it's Sunday, I only have one day left before school starts again. Eugh, it sucks. Not fair, AND on the first day I have to do seven hours instead of six because of triple science. Lydia and I were discussing this last night and came to the conclusion that taking triple science was one of the worst decisions we have ever made in our lives. Doesn't help that the first triple science lesson back is Physics...Physics,eugh.

I woke up this morning and came downstairs to the voices of my mom and dad.

"Why though?" Said my mom

"I don't know, but all the links were Harry Potter things, she's obsessed!"

Let me explain, for my birthday my dad asked me what I wanted, I asked for the HP books, and he asked me what else I wanted. There isn't really anything that I want, so I did what I did for Christmas I found t-shirts and stuff that I want on the Internet and have sent him the links and he obviously told my mom about it.

Ah, fun times.

Mah, it's too sunny.

I love All Caps. Thought you outta to know (Quirrel voice before he faints cos of the troll)

Ahh, Lauren and Matt are engaged! That's so cute! <3

I have nothing else to say, soooo...

Bye.

P.S. Do you know how friggin hard it is to find plain Wizard Robes on an English website! IMPOSSIBLE! So Mel if you want to try and find me some then I would be grateful!

I'm Lazy.

Yes, tis true. In fact I'm so lazy that I'm going to do something I found on...something I don't even remember what it was but here we go:

01. If you went to Hogwarts, which house would you be sorted in?

Gryffindor.

02. Have you ever been to a Harry Potter midnight release?

Unfortunately not.

03. What did you think of Deathly Hallows?

A good end to an amazing series but very sad at points.

04. How many times have you reread the books?

About two times.

05. Whose death was the saddest?
Ahh, too many. James, Lily, Sirius, Remus, Tonks, Dumbldore, Snape, Fred...

06. If you went to Hogwarts, would you rather have a pet owl, cat, or rat?

Owl.

07. What did you think of the movie Half-Blood Prince?

I think it's the best one so far.

08. What do you think of Deathly Hallows being split in half?

I think it's better because firstly they'll be able to put in more detail,
secondly because it'll all last longer and third it means more hype!

09. Have you read The Tales of Beedle the Bard?

Yup.

10. When did you first become a Harry Potter fan?

I always loved the films, but only read the books and became a
hardcore fan about a year ago.

Favorites

Female Character? Lily Evans.
Male Character? James Potter
Professor? Remus Lupin.
Death Eater? Draco Malfoy or Bellatrix.
Magical Creature? I think pygmy puffs would be cute.
Spell? Lumos or levicorpus, or maybe Expecto Patronum.
Quote? “You’ll stay with me?” “Until the very end.”
Book? Probably Deathly Hallows, but HBP and OotP are up there.
Movie? Half-Blood Prince.
Hogwarts House? Gryffindor.
Place? Hogwarts.
Weasley? Ron.
Couple? Lily/James

This or That

Gryffindor or Slytherin? Griffindor.
Ravenclaw or Hufflepuff? Hufflepuff
Fred or George? Fred (in honour of his death)
Ginny or Luna? Ginny.
Butterbeer or Firewhiskey? Butterbeer.
Hogsmeade or Diagon Alley? Hogsmeade
Books or Movies? BOOKS.
Half-Blood Prince or Deathly Hallows? Deathly Hallows.
Sorcerer’s Stone or Chamber of Secrets? Book? Sorcerer’s Stone.
Snape or Slughorn? Snape.
Lupin or Sirius? CAN'T CHOOSE!
Harry/Ginny or Harry/Hermione? . Harry/Ginny.
Lavender Brown or Parvati Patil? Parvati.
Seamus Finnigan or Dean Thomas? Dean Thomas
Kreacher or Dobby? Dobby.
Muggleborn or Pureblood? Muggleborn.
Dan Radcliffe or Rupert Grint? Rupert Grint.
Bellatrix Lestrange or Narcissa Malfoy? Bellatrix
Voldemort or Tom Riddle? Voldemort
Hedwig or Crookshanks? Hedwig.

See, I'm so lazy.

Melanie I think you should fill it out aswell.

Bye.

MELANIELEAVEMEALONE!

Honestly, I'm so fed up of that stupid gun. Psh.

So since yesterday, not a lot has happened to be honest.I went to the library today to revise my German oral exam with Ellie, but to be honest I didn't do a lot of revision. I'm not good at revising...not good at languages, so I really regret taking two of them.

I'm watching Criminal minds and it keeps making me cry because last episode Hodge's (?) wife was killed, but his son wasn't. Then this episode was her funeral at the beginning with speeches and such so that made me cry and his son is so sweet! Also the Buro have offered Hodge retirement with pension and stuff if he wants to quit. I don't think he will quit, I don't want him too even though Reed is much sexier, he's still part of the team. The good ol' team, solving crimes.

Meh, I only have two days left of the holiday :( I don't wanna go back, it means that I'll actually have to wake up in the mornings which, to be honest, probably wont be too hard because I haven't actually been sleeping until like four in the morning then waking up at six. Tis tiring and I have large, attractive bags underneath my eyes.

Nah, nah, nah.

I'm going to go and watch Criminal Minds and probably spend the whole time drooling over Patric Jayne ;)

Bye.

Oh the joy.

Yay, blog. (sarcasm btw)

So today has been totally un-eventful. I just lounged about on my bed all day (again) and read lots of lovely fanfiction about James and Lily which did leave me feeling a tad resentful and bitter, I must admit. Don't get me wrong, I love the HP series, they are such good books and amazingly well written...but...I think that it would have been a lovely story if Voldemort had never existed, all those people hadn't died and especially if Harry hadn't grown up parent-less and then lost all the people that he considered family. I think J.K. Rowling should write an alternate universe story where all the bad stuff doesn't happen.

I know I sound, to be frank, quite gay, because Harry Potter wouldn't be Harry Potter without all the death and trauma etc... But still, I also think it would've been lovely to see James and Lily as parents, for more than the first year and a bit of Harry's life at least. I think they would have been really cute parents, because I think they are such a cute couple. A couple who, I don't think, get enough attention. If I'm talking to someone about Harry Potter (who isn't Mel) and they ask who my favorite character is, I say "Probably James or Lily" and they just kind of stare at me blankly, a vacant look in their eyes because they don't have a clue who they are. Especially if they are the "I-AM-SUCH-A-BIG-MAJOR-FAN-OF-HARRY-POTTER-BUT-I'VE-NEVER-READ-THE-BOOKS-BECAUSE-I'M-GAY-BUT-I-AM-STILL-A-REAL-HARD-CORE-FAN" kind of people. C'est Ridicule!

*Sigh* I'm so dramatic, with my little Harry Potter rants.

So I should probably tell you about my awesome (more sarcasm) day yesterday. Was great, really. Imagine that last sentance in monotone. Even though it was traumatising, I will tell you what happened.

So I was still in a foul mood, as I had been for the past three days, and I got to H&M and saw Sophie and Kate. Unfotuantly as we were walking down to the cinema, I was still not in a very good mood, I was kinda quiet, which is weird when I'm around my friends. But we got in the rather large queue to buy tickets for Dear John, so it was all good. We were chatting a bit, it was all very social, we got to the front of the queue. That was when some woman at the desks shouted out "TICKETS FOR DEAR JOHN ARE SOLD OUT!" Me, Kate and Sophie just stared at each other, open-mouthed and wide eyed, not believing our luck.

So we hung around the cinema, waiting for Melanie to arrive, Kate and Sophie sat down on the steps but I was a bit jittery, just walking in circles trying not to look weird (but hey, just look at me). Then Melanie arrived, now because the cinema has like zero signal inside, I stepped outside so that I could recieve texts because I had texted Lydia before walking into the cinema. As I was outside a conversation took place between the traitors...I mean my friends and they decided that we were going to see Remember Me. Kate came outside to inform me that we were going to see Remember Me. Now as you all know, I was in a depressive mood and I knew that Remember Me was extremely upsetting and depressing. I protested and protested hoping that they would give in and realise that I didn't want to see the movie at all. But they're mean and Kate told me she was going to buy my ticket and I could pay her back. So I went in and bought my own ticket, all whilst staring moodily at them traitors.

And oh-my-freaking-merlin. Remember Me is probably the worst and most boring film I have seen in a very long time. The beginning and the ending had me in tears, but the other two hours was completely plot-less. I think it was a very dis-jointed movie that seemed to have no point. It constisted of hunched up, broody acting by Robert Pattinson and fairly good acting by Emile De Ravin, who by the way I think has very pretty eyes.

So yes, I completely blame Melanie, Kate and Sophie for introducing me to that travesty of a film, and they know it. I'm expecting some serious grovelling from them before forgiveness is given.

Until tomorrow.

Bye.

Yep, another metaphorical gun being pointed at my head...

Crappy Mood: Still Present
Hours of Sleep: 2 (barely)
Crappiness of my mood (on a scale of 1 - 10): about a billion.

Why do I have to keep blogging in the mornings, huh mel? Everyone knows I am not a morning person and therefore am much more likely to write a rather bitter blog. Which is exactly what I'm doing.

Not much has happened since now and yesterday when I blogged. WHICH IS WHY (MELANIE) I ALWAYS WRITE MY BLOGS IN THE EVENING SO I HAVE STUFF TO TALK ABOUT!

Yes I'm in that "Write everything in Caps Lock" mood again. Probably because of the aforementioned lack of sleep.

I have to get ready, and dry my hair.

I'm gonna blog again, and this time it will be more detailed, promise. (MORE VENTING YAY! *sarcasm*)

Gonna go and hang myself with my scarf.

Bye.

Blah!

So I'm writing this while Melanie holds a (metaphorical) gun against my head. I really don't want to be writing this today. I have about a thimble full of patience left in my daily Patience quota (:L) and I'm- just- yeah.

Buut, apparently I have to make this a "long one" because Melanie told me to. I'm such a pushover.

I have no clue what to talk about seeing as I have done ab-so-lutely nothing today. Seriously, I've just stayed in my room all day with my laptop reading James/Lily fanfiction. The only times I've come out of my room is to:

- Get food/water
- Bring the washing in (stoopid mother)
- and go downstairs for dinner.

THAT IS IT! GAHMYLIFEISSOBORINGANDI'MGONNADIEBECAUSEMYHEADHURTSANDI'MMOODYFORNOREASONSOMYMOMISGTTINGPISSEDOFWITHMEANDISTILLHAVEN'TDONEMYGERMANORFRENCHSOI'MGONNAFAILATLIFEFORLIKEEVER!

Yes.

Meh.On the plus side I now have some wizard rock on my ipod. Not a lot and only random songs because for some stupid reason I couldn't download whole albums and therefore it's all a bit disjointed and I have one "album" with one song it. It's okay though. I'll manage. My brother called me gay again yesterday because one of the songs is about Draco Malfoy and he heard it. So yeah.

Tomorrow, I'm going to see Dear John. So I'll let y'all know how that is.

Yes for some reason I decided to type like I'm Hannah Montana.

Bye.

P.S. Melanie, I'm sorry that this isn't particularly long and stuff, but whatevs. I'm past caring. Oh, and if you're late tomorrow, I will shoot you, and not with a metaphorical gun either.

Arg!

It's amazing.

My parents seem to think that because there is a door between me and them, that I can't hear what they're saying. Fascinating really...

No. Just No.

I'm not in a good mood. My brother is doing my head in and has actually given me a headache. Also there are other reasons as to why I am in a particularly bad mood, but I don't want to talk about it so yeah.

There is not much point carrying on this blog post. I'm going to go eat some chocolate and read fanfiction.

Bye.

No Witty Title Here...

I'm blogging at my nan's today because every other Sunday I go to Worthing and visit my nan, and today is one of those Sundays.

Yesterday I watched Order of the Phoenix on TV and I still refuse to believe that Sirius is dead. I cried and It's not even that sad! The book makes me bawl my eyes out though, I've cried in every single Harry Potter book, so I guess it's normal?

I still have the "dark mark" that Kate drew on my wrist, it's very faint but it's still there. My "I BELIEVE IN NARGLES BRACELET" broke today :( I'll have to fix it later, if I remember.

Wow, I have absolutely nothing to say today.

Hmm...I'm excited because two of the six books I reserved are now at the library and I can't wait to go and get them. It's "The Last Song" and "Remember Me?" so I'm going to go and get them tomorrow. But it means I have to take two books back and I'm still undecided. Mel, how many books can I take out at a time? I think it's seven but I'm not sure.

Wah! This is so short and I just cannot think of anything to say!

For the past half an hour I've been playing on maggiemarket.com. Remember that Mel? I use to play for ages on that, and years later I still cant do some of the games.

Well, I'm going to go because my dinner is nearly ready plus I have nothing much else to say, unless you'd like to hear me rambling on about things that interest no one?

Bye.

As promised.

So here it is. A slightly less rushed blog post that I actually have time to write.

So yesterday was a glorious sunny day, I went to the park and had a picnic with Melanie, Sophie and Kate. I had so much fun it's ridiculous. I did in fact bring my bubble gun and then questioned why I had never used it before. It was awesome! However I now have to buy more bubbles because we used them all up yesterday. Then we had our picnic, then had our picnic get attacked by a rogue dog. Then we proceeded to be extremely childish and started rolling down the hill. It, er, didn't go very well. We all nearly collided with each other and then felt sick from the mass of food we had eaten. Plus I've got cuts on my arms which I think I inflicted upon myself when I rolled down the hill, must have been from stray twigs. I probably should have listened to Sophie when she told us that we should check our "rolling paths".

After that we went over to the play park. but alas it was packed! Easily one hundred kids there. We've decided to go to the play park when it raining so there wont be anyone there. So instead of going on the swings (which I really wanted to do) we went over to the picnic benches and proceeded to:

- Play underneath a blossom tree
- Maim and destroy crackers
- Play UNO.

When ever I meet up with Melanie, Sophie & Kate for prolonged periods of time we always end up playing UNO. It's kinda weird really.

So yeah, then we went back to Sophie's. Kate went home, then Melanie and I helped Sophie do her paper round and Melanie had to leave halfway through. Then I got picked up from Sophie's (after completing her paper round) by my Dad, and yeah.

So there you go, my day yesterday in 299 words. Yes, I checked.

Well I'm going to go and eat some bread because I'm hungry/bored.

Bye.

Running out of time!

I have twenty minutes left to write this blog and realised when I was nice and comfy on my sofa, with a blanket and peacefully watching Criminal Minds.

For those reasons, no way is this gonna be a long blog. In fact it is going to be very minute, ending shortly.

I will talk about my day and how I feel, blah blah blah tomorrow.

Okay?

Goodnight.

p.s. This is still a blog.

Still going strong.

I'm such a crappy writer. Honestly, how people put up with my blog posts and status updates on facebook is beyond my comprehension. My writing never flows, it always seems dis-jointed, skipping from one aspect to another. I also skip from characters and times of the day too much. In my stories the main character will be talking about her morning then I put a little spiel in about how nothing much else happened that day, then suddenly its evening. Plus I'm freaking out, Melanie has already developed her main character and even written some of her story for NanoWriMo, and Kate said that she already has ideas and stuff, whereas me...yep. Nada. Zilch. So stressed and worried when in reality I don't think I should be, I mean I have 7 months to plan the story and stuff which is over half a year, but still...just my irrational, over-thinking brain kicking into action as it always does.

On another down note...I HAVE DONE NO REVISION FOR MY LANGUAGE ORALS! AHH! GONNA DIE THEN HAVE TO DO MY EXAMS THEN DIE AGAIN!

On a much brighter note today is awesome because it has been so nice today. Blue skies and all that jazz. I went to town with Sophie and Kate and we spent most of the time in the pavilion gardens taking pictures or just walking around. Melanie was meant to come but she's gay and didn't.

Also today we decided that tomorrow (depending on the unpredictable English weather) we are going to have a picnic at hove park. Sophie has decided that she is going to bring a blanket, because she actually wanted to go and buy a blanket today just for sitting on when we went to the gardens, we're all going to bring our own sanwhiches because none of us could agree on which filling, we're bringing garden games and er...UNO (now obviously classed as a garden game) and I have decided that I want to bring bubbles, and bubbles I shall bring.

So I guess that's what I'll be talking about tomorrow when I blog. I think I'm doing quite well in BEDA, considering that this doesn't seem like a chore or anything. I am worried about not having anything to say quite soon though, but we'll cross that bridge when we come to it. But I'm sure that once that school starts again this blogging everyday thing may become a bit harder becuase of homework etc.

I think I'm a little sun burnt on my cheeks from spending all day in the sun. Not good. The sun screen's coming out for tomorrow.

Bye.

Emails.

I never have any emails. I'm not kidding. The only emails I get are the ones advertising HSBC and Natwest when actually I'm quite happy with my Barclays card. The of course you get the life-insurance emails. I get about three of these a day which annoys me, honestly I'm fourteen, I don't NEED life insurance plus I don't think I'm actually allowed to get life insurance.

So I nearly forgot to blog today :O
I was about to come off the computer when I was like;
"OHMYGOSHBLOG!"
'Cept, I didn't :/

Today I went to the library with the intention of revising my German oral...yeah I didn't. First of all Ellie was distracting me by laughing, then Kate came along but I was too far gone with my laughing to be serious (I'm not Sirius I'm Lauren ;P) Then I decided to bite the bullet and try and pay my fine, turns out I didn't even have a fine which is why today is awesome. So I am now able to take out books from the library which is amazing!

Then I went and got my dads birthday present (a Mario mushroom mint thing) and just wandered round the lanes with Kate and Ellie for about two hours. Then (obvs.) it ended by er going home.

And since I've been home I have done nothing but read and go on stardoll to make a new account and receive 45 stradollars which leads me to buying some very pretty clothes that I'm never going to own. I'm sad, yes.

My blog posts are really short at the moment and I don't like it. It physically makes me nervous? Which can't be good or healthy. It's just because I've been blogging every day and because it's the holidays which means that I'm basically just spending days with my friends in town or whatever. I HAVE NO NEWS¬!?

Melanie uploaded the video of me, her and Kate going to Bath and visiting Charlie. I love it and it actually made me laugh, but I sound so whiny and horrible, how on earth do people put up with my voice?! HOW!?

I'm going to go and make my parents endure the torture that is my voice.

Bye.

(wow no "P.S." today...aw damn)

It's official I'm freaked out.

I'm boring. Basically. I'm boring, I don't go to parties or clubs or really stay out past like 7 o'clock just because I don't want to. Therefore I have NEVER watched a scary movie. I've watched thrillers and movies that I consider scary and my friends do not. But yesterday I watched my first scary film, and what was it you ask?

Paranormal Activity.

I'm officially freaked out for the rest of my life. No kidding, I'm scarred and I totally regret watching it at all. Personally I blame Sophie because it was her house that we were round and it was her brother who bought round the DVD. But yes, didn't have a very good nights sleep. Firstly it took me forever to actually fall asleep because I had such a hard time trying to push scenes of the movie out of my imagination by trying to 'override' the movie images with fantasy's and happy thought. It worked in the end I guess.

Worst.Film.Ever.

Seriously it has put me of scary films for life, I knew I wasn't going to like it, even though I do not believe what so ever that spirits and demons exist. I just don't think it's plausible. If ghosts and ghouls did exist then surely everyone would see them, and even if that that wasn't the case surely someone somewhere would have some proof, and I'm not talking the most haunted channel where the table floats or whatever but like proper scientific proof. Don't get me wrong, I wish that friendly spirits were real and that you could contact those from the dead but I just don't believe in it, it's something that I've kinda grown up believing is a load of rubbish.

But yesterday we stayed round Sophie's which was fun (minus Paranormal Activity) and we ate a lot and watched movies etc. BUT one thing we didn't do (Mel) was play UNO!! We just completely forgot. But after last night, my foot is thoroughly covered in markers and it's quite a nice reminder when my toes tell me that "I AM AWESOME" It's quite mood lifting...in a way?

I would carry this on because it's not very long, but I'm really tired and my hands don't want to write the right letters, plus I feel sick and dizzy, which y'know. Is generally not a very good sign.

Bye.

P.S. I FINISHED ALL THE 5AG VIDEOS, GO ME!

I HAVE A WORKING KEYBOARD!

*Sigh* You have no idea how good it feels to be able top type normally rather than using that retarded on-screen keyboard.

I CAN TYPE!

Hm, when you blog every day you really run out of things to say. Especially since I only blogged about 12 hours ago and all I've done since then is sleep really.

So yesterday I spent the day, just watching 5AG video's because
a) I really need to hurry up and catch up on them
b) Because I only just finished 2008 and have a whole years worth of video's to watch
c) Just because.

But I think I'm doing quite well seeing as I'm on July of 2009.

So I just cut myself some cheese because I'm bored and hungry. I'm such a nerd, as I was cutting my cheese I was making little light saber noises, then my dad walks in and kinda looks at me very sceptically then just walks out again. I don't even really like starwars.

Well I need to showah, and leave in like half an hour, but whatevs.

Bye.

p.s. I'm sorry this is really short again :(

Easter & other manic things.

So right now I'm typing this on my awesome (notsome) on-screen keyboard because mine is currently broken, and let me tell you it is very tedious having to click every letter. But I guess it's better than what I was doing earlier which was copying and pasting every letter which nearly drove me to suicide.

I think this blog post is gonna be quite short because it's taken at least 5 minutes to write this and normally it would take about 1, so yeah.

Wow, I've left this quite late seeing as I only have 1 and a half hours left of today. I would have done this much earlier, but the whole keyboard thing happened.

So today was Easter...yay. Easter is too boring to get excited about.

I'm sorry for this brutally short post but this keyboard is actually unmanageable.
I'll probably post tomorrows post in the morning, because I'm staying over Sophie's tomorrow night and there's no guarantee that I'll have access to a computer.

So till then. Bye :)

p.s. I'm so sorry this is crappy

Day 2

So this is my second blog of April.
I'm so proud of myself, but I bet one day I'll fail miserably and forget. Mel it's your job to remind me EVERY DAY if a blog post hasn't been posted. So basically if I fail at this I can blame Mel. :)

So I've just realised that Kristina's video's are really loud. I'm still working my way through all the fiveawesomegirls videos and I'm still only on 2008, but every time I watch Kristina's video's I have to turn the volume down then turn it back up for everyone else's.

So yesterday was my nan's birthday, so today me and my WHOLE family went out to a Chinese restaurant...yeah I didn't really eat alot. I'm very fussy, so I just had rice and prawn crackers. Then a whole lot of jelly for desert. I love jelly. Yum.

So then I we went into town and we went to go and buy my dad a birthday card (cos' you know, it's like the law) and then I was texting Sophie (who was also in town with her family) and I was like "oh I'm in Clinton's" and she was like "Stay there" so I did and low and behold Sophie turned up with her sister in tow. She stayed literally for like 10 seconds then we said goodbye. Twas a very brief meeting but I needed it after a whole day with my family.

So yeah, not much else happened today. My life is very boring when I don't do stuff...obviously.

Well, I'm gonna go to the shop and buy food cos I'm fat.

Bye.

BLOG EVERY DAY IN APRIL AH!

I have just decided (after seeing hayleyghoover's blog) that I am going to try and blog EVERYDAY for the rest of April. I'm pretty sure that I'm gonna fail and bore you with my everyday life. But whatevs. I kinda missed a day yesterday, but that's only because I completely forgot about it being April so realllly, it's not my fault.

So my first blog in April and guess what?! MY LIFE IS RUINED!
AND YOU KNOW WHO BUY? DO YOU KNOW THE TWO PEOPLE THAT HAVE RUINED MY LIFE? THE TWO PEOPLE WHO ARE FORCING ME TO WRITE IN CAPS LOCK!?!?

MELANIE & KATE!

On the last day of school I made myself a relay (and I mean uber) cool bracelet that said "Stefan Salvatore is sexy" round it. Because lets face it, he is. So I go and meet my best friend to show her my bracelet, a bit like a kid in nursery showing her mom a painting. I was beaming with pride and everything, and what does she do?! SHE RIPS IT! RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME JUST...RIPS IT!

So I was annoyed, but I kinda got over it and sellotaped my heart back together. So of course I tell Kate about it (today) and she's all "Can I see it?" and I kinda look at her suspiciously, but she's the picture of innocence. But I've known Kate for too long so I caution her "I swear to God if you rip it, I'll never talk to you again" and she promises and stuff.

So I'm sitting there, enjoying my chips and feeling the calories melting inside of me and what does she do?! SHE SCREWS IT UP! JUST IN FRONT OF ME! SCREWS IT UP! So I'm siting there kind of whimpering with my mouth agape, but then it goes further, not only did she screw it up, oh no, she proceeds further and puts it into her empty starbucks cup which still had a bit of her drink in it.

So that is the story of how my heart was brutally ripped out of my chest and stomped on repeatedly. Yes Mel that's how it felt. That bracelet was like one of my personal horcruxes, and now a piece of my soul has been destroyed...thanks guys.

Cheerio!

p.s. I apologize for the over use of my Caps Lock key but I needed to convey the desperation and fury that ran through my veins!