WOE IS ME!

I'm not in a very good mood today, for a multitude of reasons. I'll give you a little list;
- I only got 5 hours of sleep last night.
- I'm exhausted and can barely keep my eyes open.
- Mary Seacole was a stupid woman.
- Not really, but I wish her wikipedia page wasn't quite so long.
- I still have an English essay to complete.
- I have school tomorrow.
- Because of this, I have to get up early.

So yes, Lauren is not a very happy person right now! I'm sitting here with all my history work in front of me, but I also have An Abundance of Katherines staring up at me from my bedside table. Sigh.

It's ridiculous how much I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Normally by the end of the summer I can't wait to go back to school because I'm normally bored. Plus I actually like school. But this year I don't want to go back, I've had pretty much the best summer of my life and I really don't want it to end. I don't want to have to go back to school and worry about homework and tests and stuff. Plus I'm in year eleven now. I don't want to be in year eleven. Being in year eleven means more exams than I can ever imagine, more homework than I can ever imagine and more stress than I can ever imagine.

Eugh. I only want to go back to school to see people that I haven't seen all summer. But still, I'm sure that I would still see them even if I don't go back to school.

I'm deviating from my schedule. I've made myself a schedule today otherwise I wont get anything done, I'll copy it out for you;
10:45am -> Wake Up
11:00am -> Get Dressed
11:15am -> Leave for Library
12:15pm -> Return from Library
12:45pm -> Start Homework
01:45pm -> BREAK
02:00pm -> Return to Homework
03:15pm -> Have Homework Completed
03:45pm -> Start Ironing

That's all I had because that's the stuff that I desperately NEEDED to do. The things I have to do just to get stuff done. I'm not even doing very well. I wanted my history homework done in half an hours time. Don't think that's happening tbh.

There was something else I was going to write about but I can't remember. I'm so tired! Stupid bloody body like "Oh, for fun, lets keep Lauren up till 5 o'clock in the morning. It'll be so FUNNY!"

I'm in such a bad mood. It's not very good.

Bye.