Peer Pressure.

So well done guys! Make me look bad! Everyone wrote a blog post today (and by everyone I mean Mel and Kate) and I have been meaning to write one for a very long time now, so here goes.

There have been so many things that I keep remembering and telling myself to blog about but right now, I cannot think of a single one. Sigh.

Christmas - It was okay, however I find that ultimately by about 11 o'clock christmas is boring and you wish you could just go out.

New Years - Much better than christmas, I had a lovely evening with Melanie and Sophie, not a typical new years but my best one yet.

Getting back to school - This has almost killed me. 2 days back and I had to take a day off, partly because I was a little ill, partly because I had shite lessons, but mostly because I was so freaking exhausted. I cannot sleep. Last week over all I had 3 full nights where I did not sleep one wink. But if course my mom has to go all medical on me like; "Why can't you sleep? Is something bothering you? What are you thinking about before you sleep" If I knew, then I would have figured a way to get to bloddy sleep?!

So yes all in all, I have been depriving myself of sleep. And I have really attractive bags under my eyes to prove it. I've even taken to wearing concealer under my eyes to cover them up!

I got new glasses. I like to pretend that I don't really need them, and I don't! I've coped without them for like 4 years, but wearing them, especially when on the computer or whatever, really does help. I spend so much time on the computer and often end up with headaches but when I go on the computer with my glasses on, I don't get headaches. Yay. However my face was not built for glasses so I haven't really worn them in class yet. Oh well.

I watched the whole first season of the vampire diaries in about 3-4 days and I loved it and need to watch season 2 now!

I also have a whole stack of books to read. Doesn't help that for xmas I got a series of books which has 10 books in it! Plus I want to read them all together and it'll take forever and even though mocks are over I'm getting more homework than I was before they started!

I'm not even going to discuss my mocks, I don't know what I got for some of them yet and I feel physically sick when thinking about what I got for history so yeah.

On a lighter note I have spent the past 3-4 hours watching old 5AG videos, woo. It is currently 2:32 am and I am WIDE awake. I have a screwed up sleeping schedule.

My cat is currently sprawled on my bed whilst i'm sitting here with this incredible over heated laptop on my...lap.

So. Eugh I had SO many things to talk about but now I can't think! Currently looking around my room for inspiration but it's semi-tidy so I can't really see anything.

Oh okay! So today I went and saw Love and Other Drugs with Sophie, I didn't really enjoy it to be honest. I mean the actors were great and believable but the story had no real plot, well it did, but it was a small plot that they obviously just dragged out for a whole two hours. It was entertaining up to a point but most of it was them just having sex and Anna Hathaway's character saying how she just wanted sex not a relationship but really she did want a relationship. Kind of reminded me of 500 days of summer, only I actually enjoyed that film.

Why the bloody hell are video's taking so long to load?! No one is on the internet in my house because they're all sane and go to bed at normal times!

I need the loo. Brb.

I don't know why I felt the need to write that, it's not like we're instant messaging.

Speaking of instant messaging, I hate it. I still use fb chat all the time but recently I've been avoiding it for reasons I'm not going to talk about *coughDanfuckingLawswon'tleavemealonecough* I'm ridiculous, I complain how no boys like me in a like like kind of way and then minute one does (who I actually liked back) I freak out. Mostly because he is ridiculously clingy and over the top but still. I feel that I should be more confident and not get so freaked out by the fact that he does want to go out with me, and instead of just saying no, I go and make a fake boyfriend and put myself 'in a relationship' with him on facebook. I need a life. Eughhh.

My cat is the cutest thing ever, just thought you should know.

Okay I'm going to stop bcause otherwise this is going to be really lame. I PROMISE to blog more, I don't know what happened I just stopped for like 2 months, I have loads of drafts that I never got round to finishing. Oh well, I'm blogging now.

Goodbye :)

ohmygosh, FIRST BLOG POST OF 2011 WOOT!