This blog...

...has become the bane of me existance. Don't get me wrong blog, I love you, really I do, but having to write e-v-e-r-y day is really really annoying.

And I always leave it till the last minute because I am the worlds best procratinator. Guess what I did all day? NOTHING! I could have been writing this so that I could go to bed when I want to i.e. now. But no, instead I sat at the computer all day, doing nothing productive.

Haven't started revising yet, haven't done ANY! Guess who's gonna faaail.

So today nothing much happened, other than I went for an hour jog, it was actually enjoyable, just meant that I got to zone out for an hour, but other than that, nothing happened other than me feeling like shite.

Now you're probably sitting there like; "omigod, she's just gonna go on and on about how 'depressed' she is, she does this every day!"

And I admit I do complain a lot and I am sad a lot. But today was one of those days. The day where I get up, hate what I see in the mirror even more than normal, read and see things which send me into tears and honestly make me wish I had never gotten out of bed.

So basically, today wasn't good.

Hopefully tomorrow will be better, I'm going swimming!

Night night.

P.s. Melanie I tried to read your fanfic but it wouldn't load properly? Can you just copy and paste it into an email pleeease.